Today I was pretty sick. I think it’s a combination of being off schedule, flying too and from dallas, spending lots of time with little kids, and working a lot. Really, that’s a toxic combination–it’s not wonder that I’m not feeling too well. I think that a massage would probably do wonders.
Meanwhile, Saturday is the big day with Nicky. It’s going to be amazing spending time with him, and not being limited to three or four days. I don’t have any expectations, so we’ll see how it goes. My mom seems to be really worried though. Worrying gives her an identity, I think. I am quite unattached to the whole situation, and am going to be content with the experience no matter what. I’m just happy to see Nick, and at peace with sharing my life.
